`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

takemyHAND*

hold me close
and say three words
like you used to do
just three words
iloveyou-

myLIFE*

ii will wait till tat dae...
all ii wan to say i wait...
till one dae...
tat tiny ting like our future...
u n miie ...
n tat our fate...
all i wan to say...
i lub euuu..
haiis euu leave miie...
all alone...
when u enjoy...
but my tiny fate...
had just end...
ii love u more den u ever tot..
even u leave mi so long , i still love n care like how the way i did 4 u in the past...
no matter ii will alway still love u

navigate; right*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, September 1
11:00 AM

sorri i tis few dae too busy to blog...

haha

so ath juast call mi up or sms mii

okies...

i realise tat my blog is all abt edmund.

he is so damn important in my life.

i noe he gt gf i will wait 4 him.

i promise i wun lie .

\hmmm he say tat he will wait .

he promise hope he dun break it .

Or u r a PIG haha lolx

i tired of blogging .

'cuz edmund dun read it.

i like talkin to myself n pour my feeling in the blog.

darn.

it dead.....

hope he will read my blog.

....

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, August 15
3:40 PM

9 august 2008

hais siian ...

hmmm jasonx peii wo talk...

hmmm feel better a lots...

but ii slp n gt 10 miss call...

sorri leii...

ii work at 11 am...

den eat wif philson & andrew...

ii suppose watch firework wif him...

hais...

anderw n philson wann go too!!!...

so they wait 4 miie...

i 5 jiu go le hahax...

den rain...

wanna watch moive...

but i tink watch firework ba~

den philson say wanna eat at japanese resturant,,

hmmm finish i wan go but they say slack a while more...

but when we eat ice cream...

thx, phlison treat de...

the fire work start...

miss 2 time...

bt onli c the last one ...

hmmm saddening...

we go play hse of dead 4 ...

ii keep lost...

wtf...

den go mac...

den they sent mi home..

10 august 2008

hmmm philson glasses still wif miie...

hmmm tml den give him lor...

mi nv slp cuz jasonx wanna slack...

den i gt work at 9...

slack till 7 ...

hmmm den go work...

sian...

hmmm den finish le~

joann come lolx...

esther wan mi wait 4 her...

we both pei ling ling...

go ntuc...

i wan bake a cake 4 edmund birthdae leii...

go lan blog....

11 august 2008

jasonx n ii talk on the phone..

we meeting at 12...

u tink he will wake up???

nope...n i knew it...

hahax

i can Lie oN...

MiiE gEttInG mOre hurT eAcH DAE...

HMMM DEN II GO MAC..

meet aidah...

den meet edmund awhile i noe ting not going good.

but i still wanna make the effort to do it

hmmm den emma n wilson come...

philson come take pant from miie...

den STUDY!!!!

den ltr go tm....

hmmm bye bitch...

ILU!!!~

hmmm i was tinkin wad he realli wan...

hmmm ltr call edmund...

12 august 2008

talk to edmund...

ii tu lan...

abt his "friend" he noe hu i talking abt la~!!!

wtf !!!

i fcukin hurt!!~

hmmm like a jk like tat...

i tian zhen...

hmmm den talk to jasonx..

hmmm yah friend 4 ever...

hmmm do bdm....

sian...

den janice meii chayt wif miie...

nth to say le la~

den at nite call edmund...

13 august 2008

ii call edmund...

lot of ting to say..

ii noe i say those hurt ting but ii realli dun mean it ...

if just he was here ...

ii will tell him i just care...

care 4 him all the time.

even he turn away now.

hurt mi.

i still care 4 him de.

hais

suan le~

he wun view my blog de...

onli one time nia~

he will 4 get de lor...

slpy de n slp...

i go sch den finish...

go buy happi meal...

haha so cute...

tml ask joann out haha...

in sch...

hais talk abt weii kiat i sad le lorx..~

HE GOT GF LE LA~

so wat if he wan turn back...

hais...

i say wait till his o level finish den say

BUT he gt gf liao!~

4 get iit ...

i dun want to talk abt it

nites

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, August 5
7:23 PM

4 AuGuSt 2008

ii ReAch HomE ...

MiSS HiM sO MuCh...

I sMs EdMUNd...

AlMoSt sLp Le...

But JaSoNX AsK Mi Out...

ii So SlPY...

BuT ii StiLL gO sLaCk..

Hmmm dEn NOe a frieNd ...

naME juN wEI...

PlaY tai Ti...

so so tiRed lorx...

den gO hoMe..

SlP...

But I oVEr sLp...

I RuSh tO ScH...

siAn...

StUdY

StUdY....

II KEEp sms Edmund...

i worri 4 him lorx

hmmm.

5 auGuSt 2008

HMmM i slp...

jasonx..sms mi but i was busy...

sorri jasonx...

not i bu yao li ni...

is i dun wan to go too far...

i noe i m selfish...

but i hope u understand mi ok???

i teng u dao lai bu ji...

haha hmmm dun any how tink...

friend 4 ever...

today do waxin ...

wow cool....

edmund...

make mi worri the whole dae...

hmmm i going study

hmmm i called him again...

he pick...

hmmm wonderin wad to give him on his birthday...

hmmm i wan to make cake...

or chocolate lei...

dunnno la~

hmmm slp slp slp

6 AuGUSt 2008

ii Slp le~

BUt JaSoNx sMS MIIE...

HE wAn tO MeeT...

bUt II DuN WwAn

SORRI

sms edmund...

nv reply de lorx

hais

todae go school den teacher is sad...

wtf...

den go pe ....

so fcukin siian,,,

hmmm den i go home...

so tu lan lorx...

hais but edmund finally sms mi...

den i go his hse...

meet at 4 .30

wtf lorx...

ii tell u i sad but i n my mei go library...

haha ...

7 august 2008

hmmm todae jason calll mi again...

ask mi out...

okok

he come my hse thr...

wth...

den noe a new friend call jun wei...

hmmm he funny...

den keep play tai ti lorx...

siian...

nd go sch...

got lot of ting to do...

den i call edmund...

hmmm wanna meet...

hmmm ok den...

den go his hse...

hmmm when ii gohome ...

i tell u i nv tot of tis will happen to mi...

hais...

i slp the whole aft noon...

den at nite chat wif him...

hmmm he say sorri behalf his"friend"

wth lorx...

his friend patch back wif his ex cuz he was sorri abt all the wrong he done

wtf is tis...

den mi lei...

he hurt tat gurl den i not hurt ma~...

tu lan....

u noe i cant hold my tears...

suan le...

edmund say he wanna slp de go ba~

me meet jason...

hais...

den i go 139 thr

8 aUgUsT 2008

MiiE JuSt CaN StOp cRyInG.

ii tEll u ii HaTe tHe fEeLinG...

HaIs...ii nOt WeLL..

bUt tHe JaSoNx & JuNwEi wAn Miie SlAck

he come peii mI gO 800+...

WE WaIt 4 JuNwEi...

DeN We pLaY TaI Ti...

N DrInK...

i tink more n more i even sad lorx...

juNWeI gtG..

Miie n jaSoN SLacK...

BUT I GO HOME...

thx jasonx 4 peii mi...

at least u make mi smile..

ii like ur laughter...

even u nv peii mi till 6 but u still pei mi chat...

i call edmund...

he yell at mi at first...

hmmm den hang up lorx...

but he call back but in a nice way...

waT EVER IT IS...

I DUN CARE LE..

i go school ...

siian...

denb go home rest...

den go work...

gt joanna peii wo!!!!~

i miss her...

hais i so so sad...

mi n aidah tgt...

talk...

hais aidah say he is a decent guy ma~

but now lei???

dunno la~...

i say i still **** him de...

time to go home...

so hurt...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

sat & sun
2-3 aug

So siian...

hmmm so bored

i keep working...

cuz ii wan to buy chocolate 4 him...

ART CHOCOLATE!!!!!!

duNNo leiix...

sat slack till 11 plus....

sunday so sian...

tink of tat edmund...

hmmm ask him come out slack...

aidah...take care

i saw ck lorx... he jogging...

hmmm go 292 slack

i saw him i dun wan to home...

i wan stay wif him longer...

hmmm he tell mi his "friend"gt himself into trouble...

i guess the guy hu i admire had realli cahnge to the worst le...

my hope go down the drain le~

his "friend" use to b a gd n nice guy...

hu tend to love n care....

but he change le~...

hais...

is too late....

time to go home....

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, August 3
6:59 PM

hmmm
i tell u
FCUKing hell...
tu lan...
hmmm i dunno is i tink too much...
.or i to naive..
hmmm
wat u tinking???
wanna b alone???
i dunno wat to say...
sorri i not going to let ppl noe his name...
but i tell u ...
all ii wan him is to study hard in his n level...
tat all hmmm y he cant do it????...
he say he fail all de prelim...
i oso lor...
but i still past my n ma!!!!
i dunno la~
i realli wan to express out but he kp on avoid...
hmmm den all the best to him lor...
best wishes...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

hmmm so so sian...
i go school on thursday...
hmmm mi n edmund meet up...
i tell u i realli feel so fcuk up...
hmmm i dunno la~...
jasonx....
haha feel great tat u had such a good friend???
edmund???
i tink u better change ur attitude...
hope 4 the best...
i pray,
even ask mi to sacrific sth in return 4 ur study...
i will...
hmmm but i noe tat wif u out thr...
my sorrow slowly slow down...
but i m hurt with someone...
ii m going crazy

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, July 30
8:21 PM

thr is a guy...

hu lived with lack of love and confidence...

BUT

ii NV give up HOPE on him...

ii have FAITH

ii put so MUCH EFFORT

just to give him courage...

BUT he pour my effort into the drian...

just tat he have FAITH in himslf...

everyting will b different...

Love is COMPLICATED...

men d to have MISUNDERSTANDING...

he choose to give up

just tat he dun wan more burden...

but ii nv give up...

i give all i can,,,

mostly when he throw his temper on mi...

Sacrific is all i can...

i choose to face the fact....

tat u

edmund yeo

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

heY GuYs ii M baCk...
M I A...
busy wif my sch work n buck up in lot of ting....hmmm gt so Ma ny tiinG to say...
FrOm the StarT ba...
hmmm u noe i taking body massage...
[wanna massage come find mi...
LOLX...
hmm gt lot of project work to do n handle...
but wif my 7 friends i have ii noe i can do it...

first day when the sch StarT~
ii get to do facial wiif elderly...
hmmm do wif pleased...

sorri Daniel
love is not so simple like wad u tink tat it might b ...
ii hope u noe wad ii mean...
i not hurtin u ...
but wanna u to understand...
thx 4 caring 4 mi...
well...
take care

Jasonx....
hmmm i didnt tot tat ting turn out to b like tat...
ii give up everyting i can...
as i would like u to noe tat i had lot lot of happi moment wif u ...
n i will not 4 get...
tat y ii so nice to u ...
LOLX...
BUT i wan u to noe...
NO MATTER WAD!!!!
i will b thr to care n share wif u ...
FRIEND 4EVER~ =P

Emma
friend 4 ever...
i noe tat u have been busy...
haha i miss the moment the time we tgt...
haha wif wilson 1 yr le~
so happi 4 euu....
but not mi...
i missed the moment i wif wei kiat...
hais....
hurt but i dun care...

i gt lot lot of timg to say but i dunno how to say...
hmmm edmund n mi still gt contact
but ...
nvm...
hmmm yu tai i noe i expose everyting abt u...
i hope u change
hmmmm

today so sian...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, July 7
6:58 PM

1 july 2008

stay at hospital...

it realli sux...

i hate it u noe

but is fun tat u noe ur friend care 4 u...

hmmm wait n wait...

edmund come le~

lolx...

hmmm i gt a lot of ting to say de but i didnt say..

hais ...

keep to myself...

lolx

but he make mi smile...

come to play tai ti lolx

but nurse say cannot

den we go down...

hmmm u noe

the feelin is different...

i noe wad i mean...

yes ~!

but i keep it to myself...

hmmm haha sky is so nice...

i miss all the moment...

den some one came...

i gtg...

he cant go up

sian...

den i go back ward...

hmmm den he say wann mi me

lolx ...

hmmm ok...

go up

slp

slp

slp

9 am le

i wan to slp...

but i can go home...

sian...

den joey come lolx

wif bf...

so sweet...

hais they go out le...

sian..

tale care

my parent came...

mi go mac...

i miss everyone...

time to go...

hmmm wait 4 my mei till i slp...

go home rest...

nite..

2 july n 3 july....

nth much to say...

stay at home...

hmmm slp...

4 july 2008

i so sian...

meet friend...

in the morning...

den have fun

but gtg...

den i go home slp den meet jj de...

den i so mad...

i didnt go

i meet edmund...

ii gt ting to say...

i m sad...

hurt..

hmmm nvm ...

all i wan is a hug...

tat all...

THX...

go home ...

sad..

cannot go vivo

hmmmm sian.....

5 july 2008

den go out wif my parent....

hmmm we go out eat den saw friwnd...

miie so so sian...

haha but i have lot of fun...

hmmm gt 2 guy...

i dun taik to them but my parent find them fun...

home late...

hmmm guess hu sms mi...

hmmm tat daneil...

haha i noe him on my birthdae den he now den sms mi...

so bad....

hmmm slp le...

6 july 2008

hmmm go eat break fast wif my parent...

hmmm sms daniel...

hmmm he funny lo...

keep say i n other guy...

hmmm i gd gurl de hor...

edmund wanna go cut hair...

but he now so handsome...

den he say wad i dun wan him

i rmb tat time he tell his ah ma...

lolx...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, July 2
4:48 PM

hey rmb tis drawing?

drawn by chole!!!!!

30 june 2008

hay i gt to hospital lor....!!!

sob gt to do operation

hey it hurt...

hmmm gt to stay...lolx..

hmmm ward 36 bed 14...

so happi tat all my friend care 4 mi lolx..

hmmm joey....

she so so nice to mi!!!!

hmmm go 7 eleven...

haha so much fun...

hmmm den she gtg ...

her bf...

look like someone...

den i stay at my ward...

hmmm sian...

den i get to eat...

yahhhhhhhh.

but is porridge...

sian...

bian xian come...

haha so fun....

shawn come...

emma come...

her mei...

n wilson...

wahh.

i miss them all

haha emma gtg..

den shawn n bian xian stay....

till 9 ...

den go eat...

wee~

den ten plus...

miss someone...

ask edmund to come...

i feel better...

i dunnoe y i wan him to stay..

i go lot of ting to say.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, June 30
10:43 AM

26 june...
meeting edmund...
dunno wad talkin him so so long...
tot of meeting wei hong first den he say tat he is at my hse down stair...
huh???
den i wait 4 him...
long time nv c his cute cute face...
i noe it will b my last time ...
but it ok...hmmm
jk ard...
hais is time to go...
meet aidah but she is late..
so joann pei wo...
talk abt edmund...he is a nice guy...
aidah came le...
we go bb court..
hmmm i give her c my love letter...
hmmm...
she say edmund is a nice guy...
hmmm go eat...
n i home late...
hmmm i hate tis...
sms jasonx...
hmmm he fell aslp...
hmmm den friend call mi...
hmmm talk 4 2 hrs lei...
hmmm den jasonx call mi at 4 den go sip...
ZHU!!!!!

27 june2008
hmmm i not workin todae but i m tired...
slp
slp
slp...
till nite time...
i m stress...
i ask edmund out...
n pour out all my feeling...
but sad to say...
i didnt have a chance to hold my tears...
flow...
flow...
flow...
y it turn out to b like tat...
hmmm i dun care...
i hate wad is in front of mi!!!!!
hmmmm i go slp....

28 june 2008
i meet jasonx todae...
wah...
handsome boi horx???
go cut hais lei....
meet tweety...
hmmm sian nd go work...
sudden not well den go home...
hmmm throat hurt...
hmmm n i noe is killing mi of...
hmmm good nite rest...
hope it will b better...
sorri alvin i can pei u on sunday...

29 june 2008
wahhh i didnt slp...
worst n worst...
i stay ay home ...
like dead person....
parent not at home...
hmmm i scared i will b admitted to hospital...
it late...
but i cant slp...

30 june 2008
thx 4 console wo...
i hope it will b better...
sob i go poly clinic...
say nd go CGH..
aagghh....
sobbbbbbbbbbb.....
now bolg...gtg CGH
TAKE CARE

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, June 25
3:48 PM

24 june 2008

ii woke up...

chat wif friend..

less den wad i tot ...

back to slp..

hurt n bored...

hide my dae at home...

suppose meet edmund...

but everyting turn to b a nite mare...

i wait n wait...

call n call...

msg n msg...

BUT not a reply...

sad

sad...

but i didnt say....

hurt i keep it to my self...

hide my hurt in my heart...

nite time...

gt a msg...

his hp wif his friend...
n u noe wad ...

i was mad...

hais...

i dunno wad to say ...

i m speechless.

at nite i was waitin ...

4 u to call but u didnt...

nites...

25 june 2008

hey guess wad???

it 25!!!

i hate tis...

it will b my one yr wif my ex...

it all my fault...

being so navive...

suan le~

i now care abt my future...

not past...

hmmm got a morning call...

u noe wad...

disappointed i have been...

but i hold on wif a smile...

hmmm i noe i can hold it...

haha but i love u more n more each day...

hmmm i meet my mei mei...

buy some stuff...

now blog...

hmmm go home..

hope every hope in front of mi is my wishes of my fate...

25 june 08

wednesday @ 4.23pm

i went home...

guess hu i saw...

EDMUND YEO!!!!

didnt he say find mother???

hmmmm i almost cried...

sorri mei...

let go home...

i call him...

he explain...

hai...

i dunnno.

at nite go find alvin...

NTUC...

hshs i m booked on sunday

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, June 23
11:09 AM

hmmm miie now at library....

blog blog blog...

hmmm i ton ytd...

at 2 person hse...

n i noe i will have my laughter again...

play tai ti...

hmmm haha so fun till play...

hmmm i keep lose...

but i not going to drink the voka...

so strong....

hmmm den barry drunk...

hmmm all i wan is sth tat will smile n warth my heart!!!!

haha i gt it thx...

hmmm noe a new friend call tweety...

dunnno y...

haha...

hmmm sian time eo go...

roy go home..

den onli 3 of us...

hmmm tweety is love sick...

ya over someone...

even it was a jk...

it seem to b real to miie...

hahax...

we went to tweety hse...

plat tai ti...

AaGgHh...

ii keep losing...

ii hate iit...

hmmm start to get tired...

slp!!!! i wan...

but i didnt say...

but in the end we get to slp...

guess wad...

we 3 didnt...

tat 2 funny n cute guy have been joking

thur out the few hrs...

hmmm nv get a chance to slp...

but listen to the jk they say...

sth tat wat i hate to say...

but i have no chioce...

but it time to go...

hmmmm...breakfast n now at library blog

23 june 08

monday @11.45am

hmmm i went home...

slp slp slp...

hmmm i wasnt tired but i m fan...

hmmm guess wad???

i stay at home n rest...

fan is all i can say...

hmmm look at the present...

hmmm love it so badly...

thx aidah...

i will nv 4get tat dae...

hmmm time pass so fast...

it nite time n my fear came...

i noe my dad will b angry...

n he did...

he was...

hmmm it late...

i dun wish to say ant more...

nite...

take care

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, June 22
5:15 PM

lOlX
hey guy...
sorri i MIA ...
haha lolx time have been so great...
hmmm u noe wad???
it my BIRTHDAE todae...
lolx miie going to find my pretty aidah...
haha guess wad???
she celebrate wif miie wif a chocolate cake that ii just love iit...
miie so so happi...
gt my ke aii de jasmine ...
haha i will nv 4 get iit...
hmmm how i goin to spend my day??
haha wif
JASONX...
ROY...
at barry hse..
hmmm haha
sweet 17 le...
spend my morning to my ke aii de baobei..
hmm just wanna let him noe tat he was rmb...

hmmm sorri have to slowly recall ...
hahax...
ii long time nv blog tat y...
hmmm ytd...

21 june 2008

miie wake up...
talk to my ke ai boiboi...
wee~
den call edmund...
hmmm meet him ten...guess wad???
he slp lke pig lorx...
sms keith..
hais so tu lan...
guess wad...miie wait till 3pm den he wake up...
AAggHHH...
half of my dae like tat spend...
hmmm den go mac eat...
tat is the worst part...
i was mad but i noe i have to control...
hmmm i eat mac chicken...
so full...
hmmm nv eat the rest lorx...
hmm go vivo..
hmmm wanna watch moive de...
hais...
front row...
hmmm i rmb i watch wif wei kiat...
hmmmm i keep tink n tink...
hmmm go open space...
he smoke ma...
den the sun is so great...
it a nice memories...
haha...
den go walk walk...
hmmm i tell u i feel so happi...
haha lolx
but i keep tinkin of some one...
tml going barry hse...
hais hope nth will happen aft my birthdae,
cuz i going to ton ...
hmmm den shoppin
hmmm den play tai ti at the open space...
go home take bus 10
hmmm i c sth tat i shld not c...sorri...
hmmm reach tampines...
thx edmund 4 pei miie todae...
hmmm i wanna tell u sth badly...
but nvm...
we still have lot of time to share tgt
it ten...
miie rush to find ck..
haha happi birthdae,,
mi buy cake...
gtg home ...
yeah...
22 june le...
n tat my birthdae

20 june 2008...
talk to my ke ai de boi boi 'bb'
haha todae i goin wif my parent
ikea...
so nice haha..
lolx...
den go work...
haha like tat onli...
hmmm i was upset wif edmund...
realli wan him b gd boi lor..
hais

19 june 2008

bb call miie again..
haha hmm mi so tored...
hmmm u noe i sick...
gt a lump in my thraot!!!!!!
i slp till 2 pm den walk up...
yink abt my bitch..
haha hmmm aidah lorx...
hmmm i noe esther goin celebrate my early birthdae todae...
hmmm went i go...
onli she n miie...
i gt stun...
but nvm..
hmmm SUDDENLY...
jasmine n serene come...
haha nu er thx 4 the present...
i lub it...
hmmm gt to thx...
aidah
jasmine
serene
esther
andrew
durga
gabriel
jason...
haha love u all
thx...
hmmm go home ...
so happi...

18 june 2008
mi n bb talk...
i tink tat i m in love haha
hmmm i not goin to say hu is he...
haha ...
hmmm sorri tat i didnt go sentosa wif u ...
first ting u all noe le...
second is i fever
hais..
i go find edmund...
aagghh fever...
he so cute n funny
lolx...
slp
slp
slp
hmmm...
siannnnnnn

17 june 2008
crew outin..
haha i goin...
jasmine pei wo..
wahhhhhhhhhhhh...
gt scolded..
hmmm i no show 4 few days...
hahahmmm miie go le have fun but miss some one..
lolx...
hmmm den now playing games..
sad n sian...
hmmm birthdae coming..
time pass so fast...
aaggghhhh.
gt throw...
hmmm all wet..
i no clothes to change...
haha pei jasmine go change...
hmmm den late le..
go mac le...so tired but i still slack...
tu lan lorx..
tis man say miie..
cuz he wan the poker card
den i dun give him...
he say"dun teach mi how to fcuk'
i reply...
'i not teachin u how to fcuk but y i shld gib u the card...'
hmmm i diao him...
he drunk..
mi go meet edmund de...
i tink i miss him...
LOLX
but nvm...
i go home..
shower n slp..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, June 15
7:51 PM

16 june 2008

i go outside ton...
guess wad ??
i drop in the drain...
hmmm knn i bleed
hmmm lucky gt jasonx n roy...
hmmm pei miie till morning...
sian ...
i go find edmund....
hmmm go rest his hse...
hmmm knn i so tired lor....
bleed like siao...
i so touch...
he care 4 mi so much...
but i scared i hurt him...
hmmm but i tink i have feelin 4 him le
den go have dinner...
i m worri...
he say ath happen ii go find him...
it ok...
thx 4 so caring
hmmm tilll nite den go home...
hmmm so tired...
nth going to happen de...
hmmm so sian...
miss bb

15 june 2008
miie ton at edmund hse...
hmmm fun fun fun...
all can i say...
hahaha but time up...
i gtg ...
i go library...
hmmm den find them...
hmm i go barry hse...
ton...
hmmm wif jasonx n roy...
early birthdae....
haha hmmmm i gt to talk to jasonx...
haha lolx...
hmmm siann
celebrate my birthdae...
thx...
hmmm but too early...
edmund edmund...wad u doing...
hmmm i so sian...
hmmm ... next day le...

14 june 2008

den fo his hse play games...
hsha he slp le but not mi ..
i call jasonx...
hmmm i cant slp...
lookin at edmund slp...
so ke aiii
hmmm den he wake up i slp...
i nv go work...
to sick....
hmmm i peii edmund go visit his grand mun
hmmm he kp say i his gf...
pls lor...
hmmm lolx
kp di siao miie ...
wth...
i sick...
hmmm go watch movie...
kung fu panda...
hmmm so sick....
haha lolx....
hmmmn....
siann...
hmmm jasonx they all show stun...
nv meet miie
den i gt to go edmund hse...
hmmm i stay wif him...
haha so fun...
with him i m full of laughter lorx

13 june 2008

hmmm to dae gt to go sch...
hmmm siann...haha
hmmm so happi lorx...
hmmm cuz wann tell gwen abt tat guy lorx...
cbk lorx...
hmmm siian....
den go mac noe a guy call ed mund...
make friend...
hmmm so ke ai de mei mei
i meet him
hmmm go tampine mall buy present 4 her mei....
hmmm den pei him slack...
hmmm u noe wad???
i found sth in him...
but i m confuse... haha i meetin him in the middle nite
hmmm i go slp first,,,
it 11 plus le...
i sneank outto find him...
haha so much fun
i realise i like him too

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, June 11
7:59 PM

hmmm it like so late lei...

but i cant slp...

i call my bf...

he reject...

i noe sth happening...

but i going to face it..

hmmm i called my friend n i noe wad is the world going on...

hmmmm 1 april...

my bf YU TAI break wif mi ...

n say tat his friends ask him to...

hmmm he make a promise with mi andrea...

tat it onli between us...

hmmm n i tot was andrea...

hmmm make mi hate her so much...

till todae ...

my friend...

tell mi tat is was not andrea...

but my own bf tat i love n trust so much...

he told hanwei tat i wan to beat him...

hmmm omg...

i cant believe tat he say tis...

hmmm i had keep myself a fool 4 2month n 11 days

it the time 4 mi to tell the truth...

the post in pink is all i can say...

hmmm i m tired...

it 2 am le lorx...

hmmmm...

wanna tell gwen de..

but she nv come sch...

hmmmm..

haha he have let mi c the true colours...

no wonder his friends leave him ...

cuz of his tales tat he create..

hmmm i so navie..

haha but it ok...

i can smile n laugh...

hmmm go eat long john silver...

hmmm so so happy...

den go 201..

joann jie tell mi she saw my bf wif other gurl...

it true...

he admit...

hmmm so i now is wait n c wad he wanna say...

ooo ..

all the f --- he say...

haha i noe how to make ting better...

hmmm i wan to make a police report...

tat will make life so fun...

cuz is against the law...

but i noe i not so mean...

i may not b pretty ...

but i gt the heart to let u go...

hmmm so i didt...

now at library post wad i wan to say...

but i realli confuse...

hmmm i actually nv go out wif other guy...

hmmm even i noe i like to play ard...

i still let ppl noe i gt a bf..

but he??
hais...

suan le...

i dun wan make myself sad..

hmmm... gtg find joann jie...

4 the 17 crew outing...

lolx...

18 i going sentosa...

yah...

20 mayb outing too..

22june my birthdae..

hmmm i was sad tat no one pei mi ton...

it ok...

i noe u have to tried...

at least sincer ba...

hmmm 3 weeks...

i noe i going to b bored...

hmmm i will wait...

haha miss the fun n laughter...

LOLX...

u will alway being remembered...

11 dae to my birthdae

11 june 08

Wednesday @ 8.17pm

hmmm i go back find jie...

hmmm den slack a while...

hmmm i so sian lorx...

hmmm i ltr at nite going find friend talk haha lolx...

hmmm i go buy ting 4 the BBQ...

hmmm gtg home...

hmmm at nite go call friend...

11 june 2008

wednesday@11.59pm

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

HEY GUY...
SIT BACK N READ TIS ...
TRUE STORY...
HAHA

YU TAI

I wan to stop lying on...
first i wan to thx u 4 been so nice to mi 4 onli 2 weeks...
hey...
u noe wad i just love the way u treat mi...
n i make a promise tat i will nv leave u ....
hmmm promise r mend to b kept...

i understand tat u have to study n no time 4 mi...
n i make u rush all the way to come find mi...
i noe tat is selfish...
tat the reason i wanna say sorri...
make u sad n hurt...
CONFUSE over ur study or mi...
BUT listen...
u hurt mi nore den i hurt u...
1 april...
u leave mi all alone in the darkness...
HURT...
i learn alot of ting...
SACRIFICE is i willingly de...
not u force mi de...
i m DUMB....
hmmm u did it cuz of friends...
wth...
hmmm if is 4 glady...
i dun mind cuz i noe she is a gd friend ...
but u tell mi some 4 back stab u ...
den wad the point of have them as a friend..
i noe u r in a difficult position...
over friends n mi...
hmmm i noe how it was like...
but u dun seem noe i feel it...
i did just wan my 2 week of romantic end so fast...
i will cherish tis till i can...
u noe y???cuz i love u so much...
BUT...
u say i dun cherish tis...
n i say u make a promise not to leave mi...
but look wad u say...
PROMISE R MEND TO B BREAK...
i m damn sad...
hmmm but 3 day u ask 4 patch..
i noe u will b a better person...
but MY NIGHTMARE CAME...
i have to give up my blog n friendster 4 u ...
to keep it away 4 ur friend...
ok i promise...
u go work...off day accompany mi???
no...u say FRIENDS R IMPORTANT...
hmmm i saw ur blog...
u n ur MAPLE DAR...
n mi???just a friend...
hmmm tat bad...
hmmm if ur friend noe tis how they tink of u???
FLIRT..
tat how tis guy treat his gf...
u r OVER LIMITED...
so i have to choice to talk to guy too rite???
hey i onli talk to them
but i at least gt let ppl noe tat i gt a bf...
not like u FLIRT ard...
when ppl tink u r single..
i not pickin a fight but u make it ...
hmmm i wan u to feel how i feel...
hmmm m i in the wrong???
it ur choice yu tai..
is ur loss...
hmmm but i can tell u tat u will but a failure...
if u not going to face to responsible n consequence..
like tat how to success???hmmm u go tink ba~
hmmm haha thx 4 let mi grow up
hmmm u say u gt a gf...
omg...
2 timer lei!!!
haha hope she noe u true colour...
hmmm tis is specially 4 yu tai...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, June 10
5:05 PM

hmmm i wake up todae...
sian i nd to go to sch...
hmmm i go to sch den ..
wif gwen they all...
hmmm i pass my exam...
hmmm i learn new ting todae...
can help ppl massage le...
hmmm i go home
quarrel my mummi again...
call my bf...
nv answer...
i gt enough le~
wa the hell he wad sia~
i veri angry n sad...
find my friend but no one reply
sob wish some one can an wei mi now..
hais gtg...
next time blog..

10 june 08
Tuesday @ 5.17pm

hmmm i tot tat i tinkin too much ..
hmmm every one say my bf is busy...
n i noe he is not...
i noe him too well le...
hmmm i was at home tinkin...
how m i going to handle...
i noe sth going happen...
i call my friend...
tell him how i feel...
hmmm may b he dunno wad is love like...
hmmm so nvm...
hmmm sian sian....
i wan some one noe how i feel...
hmmm call my bf no answer...
wad wrong wif him???
he off day ma~
hmmm pei friendx ba...
hmmm i dun mind cuz freedom ma...
LOLX...
but u noe wad...
haha it not like wad u tink...
hmmm he not msg mi 4 2 day...
hmmmi worri n call ..
n u noe wad ???
he hang up????
hmmm tat is avoidind mi rite???
hmmm i noe tell ppl no one will believe de...
but guess wad??
it is true...
i can believe he so coward..
haha it ok...
i dun want ot make ting bigger...
hmmm sudden tink of someone..
hmmm we r getting further apart...
hmmm i noe u r sad... '
i will console u de...
promise to give u the best i can share...
make u 4 get the past n stand 4 ur furture again...
ok???
=P
i promise...
but wad u say ...
i dunno u rmb..
but it ok...

10 june 08
tuesday @ 11.59pm

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, June 9
7:27 PM

hmmm it like so late...

i m so tired but i cant slp...

hmmm i feel like calling some one..

hmmm but i too slpy...

so hang up...

wake up at 4 am...

hmmm i gt a sms ...

hmmm call my friend ...

haha hmmm he sound so sad...

yah if i m not wrong...

he is tinkin abt the past...

hmmm dun sad...

haha i will b thr 4 u...

promise to c u smile...

ok???

hmmm mi stay at home the whole day...

slp slp slp...

hmmm i 1 plus still not a wake...

hmmm i dream ...

hais of him...

my ex...

i woke up...

y is he in my dream...

i nv 4 get his face...

hais i feel so horrible...

hmmm jonathan......

i realli dunno wad to say...

hmmm i veri sian n tu lan...

quarrel wif my mummi

hmmm so fan...

hmmm i call my bf...

wth ...nv pick...

he like bu fang wo zai yen le de...

hmmm so tu lan...

roy calll mi..

hmmm not so tu lan le...

hmmm eat dinner...

den now blog...

hmmm weikiat...

sms u oso nv reply...

i regret la~

hmmmm now go friendster n update blog...

sian going to rest...

tml gt sch..

13 more day to my birthdae...

hmmm hope miracle happen...

09 june 08

monday @ 7.52pm

hmmm i chat wif alvin..

yah i noe i m sad hais i noe is no use of saying...

hmmm i keep it to myself...

hais jonathan...

we use to talk n joke but now nv le...

i so sad...

hmmm roy call mi...

haha mayb i feel better...

lolx...

hmmm late le...

go slp...

but i called my friend...

but he busy...

nite nite

09 june 08

Monday @ 11.59pm

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, June 8
3:21 PM

hmmm it late... 12am plus...
my head is hitting mi to death...i hate tis...
i called my bf...
n i noe he wun answer....
is he askin 4 a silence break???
i dunno la~
hmmm i noe wat i wan is just a dream
but not fate...
hmm i m born to b hurt...
i noe i might not b pretty ...
but i m nice in the heart...
hmmm i dun care wad ppl say...
sorri tat i slp le...
my head hurt...
but
hmmm i slp talk again!!!!
AAgGhH...
i hate tat..
hmm haha wake up at 4 am..
den i call my friend n talk...
hais ....
sian...
when hang up...candy dream
i go slp again...
haha late 4 work...
hmmm i n jasmine going bugis,
wanna ask jasonx n roy tag de...
but i tink they tired ba~...
hmmm now at jasmine hse...
haha gtg le...
go bugis..

08 june 08
Sunday @ 3:45pm

hmmm go bugis wif nu er...
hmmmm buy clothes...
haha hmmm shop ard...
hmmm den wanna go buy shade de den it break...
wtf...
hmmm den buy le it fit ok...
hmmm wanna go eat pasta de...
tink of my bf...
hmmm suan le...
den talk to roy ...
lolx
funny sia...
hmmm going home...
bugis take train a lot of ppl lorx...
den do TM walk walk ...
haha den jasmine de parent bring mi home..
haha sian go bath den gt a call...
talk n talk...
hmmm ten le...
wanna watch tv lei...
haha lolx...
hmmm watch till 10.30pm...
den roy call hmmm
.i so so tired...
i sleep talk lei!!!~
wat the helll...
hmmm i slp den he hang up..
barry call mi...
hmmm i realli veri tired leh~
sorri...
call roy say sorri...
haha cuz i m realli tired...

08 June 08
Sunday @11.59pm

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*